AVN 2014

The expo at the myfreecams booth with Aire Fresco and Marilyn Mayson

Eating the last of 6 cupcakes!

Feeding the Skinny Models at AEE

Hosted Suicide Sirens Hardcore Burlesque Jan 15th at Planet Hollywood's SinCity theater and Jan 16ht with Shay lynn at Backstage Bar and Billards

Getting ready for my fan gang bang!

True Feminism

Stop bashing Camille Paglia


When a movement segregates part of who it is trying to protect like, stay at home moms, its no longer protecting anyone or upholding its own ideals. What's so wrong with a woman who wants to stay at home? Not a damn thing. It should be about encouraging women to pursue their true desires in life, not taking away individuality and forcing women to conform to standards set by other women... not men.

Its like women who slut shame. If a woman wants to take off her clothes for money that's her prerogative. Its not degrading to females. Its actually more degrading to the male involved. How pathetic and awesome is it that their mind goes blank and bank about goes empty for a nice rack and tight fit.

Body Shaming Needs to End

Weight and body image issues translate across race, social economical status, gender, sexual orientation. It seems very strange to me that we as a society have come so far in accepting others for who they are. Since I was a little girl tolerance and acceptance of religions, sex orientations, different races,  and nationalities we taught to me by both school and my family. But I was always made to feel like being fat or over weight was disgusting. I can recall one day in school a silly girl said "If I ever got stretch marks I would literally kill myself!" Like the thought of gaining weight was worse than being disfigured in a horrible car accident or something.

Why aren't these same ideals of acceptance applied to people who are over weight? Well possibly because people are not ready to stop picking on the fat girl in high school and grow up. Other females body shame because they are insecure. They will protest this truth until they are blue in the face, but its a simple fact that no confident, classy woman would try to make another lady feel ashamed of her body unless she was trying to feel better about herself.

Men body shame one either because they have sour grapes about never getting to be with you, so they call you fat like that is the worst word in the word. Or because you really aren't their cup of tea and anonymity on the internet makes them feel like its ok to troll and say horrible stuff.

Model Mayhem hates me!

So model mayhem deleted my profile. The reason they are giving is because they do not want pornstars networking on their site. However, there are thousands of mainstream pornstars on their who were not deleted with me. All my adult pictures were artistic and marked 18+. I was on the site looking for legitimate modeling work. I guess if you are a fat girl who does porn they don't support your art or right to expand into other areas.

They did not delete other pornstars (Bella Bendz who has shot with all the same companies as me http://www.modelmayhem.com/2559750) and photographers I have worked with like Rick Young who shoots stuff in the industry for playboy and Maxim. I have worked with companies like Hustler and Evil Angel. I am posting up to find lingerie, art and fashion shoots.

Is my body type so offensive to them? Because the excuse they gave me was utter bs.